I say all of this because that is where my journey has brought me to this morning. That my true desire is to give my life to Christ. Nothing else matters, nothing else is worth my time, effort, and talent. And thus far over the past two years although messy it has been incredible! I have changed so much, and others around me have changed because of what God has done in me. So I will continue to choose God no matter what, because I am not just fighting for myself!
I realized something awesome this morning, that God really does have my best in mind. He really does care about me and He planted desires in me that will not go to waste. I just have to rely on His time because if I operate out of mine, than I will fail because I wont be ready! God, I wait for you to tell me when I will be ready. Until that day, I will pray and search the scriptures, I will prepare and dream of a future with You leading the way!